remember this and remember well. it is, after all, a lonely world. a world where two people can share the same heart, but there will always be something missing. the saddest of the sad is, how eventually, we as humans outgrow the things we love, and all we could do is remember how they once made us feel
~r.m. drake
People!! We can't live without them and we can't handle them...its sad when we love someone so much and what do they do? walk away and hurt you. its like you give someone your world and they treat you like rubbish. to be honest soon we get tired...tired of getting hurt,getting taken advantage of,getting teased getting treated like shit and dealing with so much pain that we don't even deserve and then we are accused of being "cold hearted" but the reality is that we are so messed up in the head to even feel anything but what people don't see is the rain in our tears and the thunder in our heart breaking and NO don't give me crap about "everything will be okay" because in the end it will never be okay no matter how hard we try but sadly we'll just get use to the pain, use to faking a smile and acting like nothing is wrong. you can try your hardest to love someone, care for them, give them everything but they'll still leave you like you were never part of there life. no body can see that you are breaking inside. how can someone care so much and at the same time feel so empty inside? its a nightmare we'll never wake up from. Its a filthy god damnn hopeless world we live in!
forget what others do to you, its your mind that messes up with you real bad. its the monsters that live inside us. they are the thoughts that keep us awake at night, sometimes you don't want to be left alone because the thoughts will kill you. i don't think they realize how sleepless nights can effect you. or how over-thinking slowly kills you. i don't think they know how it can turn your mind into thoughts you wish weren't yours. No matter how hard you try but no body understands, you can escape everyone but not yourself so truly your the one to blame because who can love a person who doesn't even love themselves!
~r.m. drake
People!! We can't live without them and we can't handle them...its sad when we love someone so much and what do they do? walk away and hurt you. its like you give someone your world and they treat you like rubbish. to be honest soon we get tired...tired of getting hurt,getting taken advantage of,getting teased getting treated like shit and dealing with so much pain that we don't even deserve and then we are accused of being "cold hearted" but the reality is that we are so messed up in the head to even feel anything but what people don't see is the rain in our tears and the thunder in our heart breaking and NO don't give me crap about "everything will be okay" because in the end it will never be okay no matter how hard we try but sadly we'll just get use to the pain, use to faking a smile and acting like nothing is wrong. you can try your hardest to love someone, care for them, give them everything but they'll still leave you like you were never part of there life. no body can see that you are breaking inside. how can someone care so much and at the same time feel so empty inside? its a nightmare we'll never wake up from. Its a filthy god damnn hopeless world we live in!
forget what others do to you, its your mind that messes up with you real bad. its the monsters that live inside us. they are the thoughts that keep us awake at night, sometimes you don't want to be left alone because the thoughts will kill you. i don't think they realize how sleepless nights can effect you. or how over-thinking slowly kills you. i don't think they know how it can turn your mind into thoughts you wish weren't yours. No matter how hard you try but no body understands, you can escape everyone but not yourself so truly your the one to blame because who can love a person who doesn't even love themselves!
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Kashmala xx
